The Arsonist - Samael Mastema

Maybe, There will be a time, that each man will live in harmony, respecting their respective choices, being it amoral or moral, whores and nuns living together, gays and priests sharing the same place without the judging eyes,   but until this time comes, there will be only blood, hate, a blooded carpet to cover an way that leads straightly to the end of this hideous manking's behaviour, and It starts with me.

The Arsonist 

Awakening

It was never so worthless to open your eyes to a drab day
It was never so worthless to avoid or divert a  path
We saw, It's all around, you can try but it's a kind of luck
The day has just began and the death doesn't intimidate with the sun

The fear takes you into a constant hideous mind trip
and the nightmare are not enough anymore
At morning you catch yourself paralized in daydreaming with worses
And it's here,  for a long time it's still here

And about  wish a hero, as an infimum hope in mind
It'd sound unlikely, They only defeat the current enemy to then become the first.
And all hope is going with a mad and ordinary day
No deeds, No hopes,

With a knife on my back, a bullet in my mind
Arms and legs nailed I can feel the pain
Throughout the years and the  people I love,It is killing me
Indeed it's not  the most glorious way of be dead, but

The hate is making its work,  flowing through me and I'll open myself to it this time
I will not run, I won't hide it
This is my world, My choice, My chance
to give myself a reborn.

Chance

So you trust them again
You see a focus, a flash of light too far away
Though it's too suspicious, you try it hard to believe,
They'll be all right
Will be they right ?

I used to be lenient with my own wrongs
But my parcel is kept with an amount of rewards
I came to you raw and naked
I gave my hand, shared dreams and goals
All I am... so again.

You're not owing me anything
You should have known that, I know you all
I knew there wasn't hope, but I wanted to trust
The chances I gave, The chances has gone
As all my wrongs

All those pretty lies you've told me, again
It blinds me, lead me astray to an hell road
All that you did to me, again
Erased my hopes

Change (change a thing)

I've woken all these days keeping the eyes in news
Watching everyday what people like you is able to do
Hate flows in everywhere and love seems can't get through
I denied the evil victory for a very long time
But it is hard not give in when there is nowhere else to hide

I've walked away too many times
I've watched too many dying
I've fought to many good army
I've won wars but I'd lost more than half

What is the worth of living?
What is the idea of worshiping ?
What do we get when we love and then they die and
we can't fight, and We can't find no meaning, no reason nor way to get through it or just simply erase this pain ?
God seems to eternaly register our pain in a notepad and I cannot wait this answer anymore?

Wait won't change a thing
I can change a thing
Wait won't change a thing
I can change the things
changing ...

Inner Revolt

I see all these crestfallen people in my mind
Once I could feel the weight of being like this
They gave me no hope with goodwill I couldn't fight anymore
Tired of being deceived I chose other weapons

I am still the same, but an effective hate seems to be the way out
Loaded guns, sharp tongues, heart full of hate
And it's seems to be my new old love, kind a sacrifice
An way that there is no return, But I'll enjoy till the death


You don't recognize me anymore
But I see you all my old enemies
Trembling for what you've changed me
I see it in vivid memories

All the people's inocent tears
All the dead son and daughter
All abandoned home and family
All the days that they have suffered

They are all in my mind
In a inner revolt I'll let they taking over it
Try to turn the table, If you think I am unable
I'll let hate control on me

Another Path

Inside I knew
I can do better than you ever done
Before I knew
That you love entertaining with my madness

With these issues like  fire and fuel
You knew that would be easy to lead me there
I think my wrong touched me again
I find a way to drown myself in your lies

deceived, crashed with dawn
Not even hate can take this senseless system down
I  turned way, undid my path,
I'm gonna devour myself inside but I won't give
I'm gonna find a way to defeat you away

Once and for I have to do this
Lock me awhile inside on my inner kingdom
descard everything that I have learned and they've  teached me
I'm gonna find an away to defeat you away

Hebe the Elder (realizing)

Wisely the thinker has gone away
She has teaching the world to live on its own disgrace
Making her eyes appears in every sickened mind
Making love and hate doesn't be so important anymore

She has showed up a path
That even no the love or hate can creat an evil thing
The more suffering increases the more to life she gives reasons
To hold heads up to have balance in the arms

She has teaching us believe
In nothing more than just we
To change ourselves mainly and then to change an world
And this lesson i'll keep tied recored in my mind
The elders won't die i vain, I've got to learn to change the world again

I realized it all, the epiphany will come as rain
After years of sunny days
Wisely the thinker left her message
throughout the century
Hebe.

New

I can't wait
I have to fight
I'm gonna be faster I need my army
I got a new way to make them fall
I got way

Lights on me, It's my show
Victory is right in my hands
I can't hold on
come to witness them fall

New
A long ago crestfallen ~
Now a army of an world
New
A long ago the shit of some who never had loved
Now the army of an world

Lead me to all the rejected
I have some news that I will give a breath
Breath enough to make you believe in yourself
I realize we are the one, the one that can do anything and now

New
A long ago crestfallen
Now a army of an world
New
A long ago the shit of some who never had loved
Now the army of an world

Army of one milion in One

Hear our steps enemy
and tremble at this sound
You got to run ( got to run )
We won't be merciful
You'll pay for what you have done
run, run, run, you got to run

We are done now
We are ready to fight
We are stronger
The fallen now is the crowd

The crowd you feared
the crowd you kept apart
cheating their feelings
putting one against one

Now we are one
We are together
We are one milion
and we are grand

fear us , avoid us
tremble at this marching sound
You freak, you poor
run run run

Revange

Give us back all the dreams and stuff you've stolen from we
Take down your mask, your disturbing words does mean nothing to me
Anymore , Good bye, I won't waste out all my time

I won't hear excuses, I'm fed up with your lies
I want our dreams and bags we left behind
we'll rebuild our home of course without our love that died
Their demise will keep with them but all of yours is mine
Mine.

I walked on ways that I never imagined
To finally get get here and load my gun on your face
I wonder if it will be worth to carry this burden
But the feeling is heavy and I have no more time
to waste

My Path

Inside I feel there is something empty
Though I know I choose the right way
It's was not the way I thought
They are still there outside
But now we know ourselves and place to be

But keep and advice
Nobody will mess with me again, with us again
My print is always is just to breath the same air I am breathing
nor love nor hate that saves life

Is the balance of everything
Of everything you are and learned
I was  ready , I was ready to
my path

Keep all that you thing that change your thoughts
Grab in feelings that can make you better
Not only better

My path is made of this
Forgetting everything that said me to be
I am mine, I am  what I want me to be
I forgot the mind diseases, I forgot my emotional
Drowned in nothing to rescue everything I have lost in
My path

Sequel

One day I will become the elder, And I don't want my future to be the same, We need futures heros, to not let people forget who run this world.

We The Arsonist.